I've been doing a lot of thinking, trying to get back into the drawing mentality, only to lose any progress made. But now, I know what I've done. It was stupid and it cost me...and hurt all of you.
I made drawing a chore.
A list of things to be done.
Specifics, details, all on a neat little list.
A List that would grow each day, yet never be started.
I'm just kicking myself right now...how did I not notice? Stupid.
I've decided...No more lists, no more "I should try this". I'm done with it.
I'll draw what I wish to draw, when I feel like it.
The list is now deleted and removed. Hopefully this makes for an improvement.
See you all on the other side, and I'm sorry for dragging all of you into this mess.